In loving memory

i know, i know!!! i've been changing my layout every now and then hahahhahaha... I had this fickle minded syndromes. :D. Trust me, this syndrome will makes me change it every now and then, until i found one that really gonna suits me!! Soorry if i make u dizzy..can't help it!:D.

anyways, this is what me and hubby spending the weekends. ENJOY!!

and I learned something today.
Never, ever rely on someone for anything.

too much drama

had a fun weekend; seafood feast at umbai, mandi laut and bbq at my family new home with my family and cousin. Melaka sangat panas eventho it's windy u can still feel the heat in your bone.

Today i realised something about me; i am loosing lots of friends, and i can't remember when was the last time i had a get together session with my friends. Except for sarah and bablah..and yeah i am officially missing the rest of them. ~sigh~

and am proudly announcing that i am totally bored!! hope it doesn't kill me!!!

blabladay..

my everyday's duty

6.30 am - 7a.m = prepare breakfast (depends on hubby's mood and kerajinan saya :D) if not i'll continue sleep until 9.

10.30 - 5.oo pm = takin' shower, do some house chores, preparin' lunch, surfing internet, sending resume, face book-ing, sleepin', reading, do some thinkin', pray, bloggin'.(sounds tempting??)

5.00 - 7.00 pm = kalau rajin i'll cook a simple dish for minum petang and catching up with hubby.

8.00 - 11.00 pm = tengok tv, surfing internet, readin' mags or books, borak-borak with my hubby and doze off

But my favourite among all adalah berbaring di atas katil sambil tgk hujan turun dari tingkap ni...mmg best woooo!!!!!

hypnotized by nature

i am sitting exactly near to the window in my bedroom,

i can hear clearly the sound of rains

and see it fall higher from the skies.

This is beyond tranquility .

am feelin' blessed!!

Drama Org tua

After happily quitting my job, I heard so many dramas at my previous office. WHYLAAAAA some people are so stupid and so unprofessional. I never thot in that particular age some people who I can consider tua nak mampos can really act like a child. Skang baru kau tahu yang sume orang tak suke kau..and now you are trying to provoke the youngster and tell them not to be influenced by the surrounding . Helloooo we are not stupid like youla bro.. we think like an adult, we judge and make the decision like an adult we know what’s best and whatnot. I think you are the one who need to be kicked off. Tapi kesianla kan coz u already been kicked off once.

Whatever it is..I am damn HAPPY with my decision eventho’ I know it’s kind a hard to find a job but InsyaAllah I will…and I don’t have to face you and cursing every minute of it.

over the moon

yes!! yes!! i QUIT..I Finally resigned!!!


yabedaaaaaa bedooooooo...


story laterlaaa!!!

smile like u mean it

alone i wonder and asking my self where have u been.

Tryin’ to do some tricks to reach into your soul, i failed.

I wonder hopelessly yet i smile endlessly.

Better in time

I saw Korean drama trailer on tv and heard this song played as a background song, apparently this song is not one of the soundtrack on the drama pun. Whenever i heard this song aired on tv i feel touched, eventho' i barely even know the lyrics and the singer. Cari punya cari ha dapat pun..it sang by Leona Lewis..mind u i don't fancy minah ni ..Everytime i heard her bleeding song i can feel my ears bleeding as well gila menyampah. Unlike this song, when i read the lyrics and listen to the song something strucked me..eventho the lyrics has nothing to do with me, well atleast for nowlaaa :P...For those who is currently broken hearted or apparently losing someone and need some words to heal blehla layan lagu ni..Gila emotional wei..:D



LEONA LEWIS
BETTER IN TIME


It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time