Happy birthday to me!!! Happy 30th birthday to be exact!!! walaweeiiiii sudah 30 T_T Alhamdullillah.. masih lagi diberi peluang untuk meneruskan hidup, menikmati kehidupan dunia dan peluang memperbanyakkan lagi untuk ke sana (amin), menikmati hidup berkeluarga (thank u Allah swt for the bless) for having emir - the ones who lighten up my life, my husband, my dear friends and family. i count every bless i get and syukur. Goodbye 20's life ( i learnt a lot along the way). Hopefully 30's life will bring me more happiness, rezeki dan kesihatan yg baik ..amin!! let's embrace it :D!!
ok nak pergi cari collagen. :P.
owh lupa emir also celebrating his 5 months today.. yeayyyy happy birthday sayang ibu!!!
i did an e-invite for my BFF on her engagement.(actually she asked for it) i know i always enjoy doing cards..tot of doin it for serious but nevermind.. so here it is..
you know i love blog-hopping..reading certain people walks of life is pretty much interesting for me..i think i learn a lot by reading their journey be it in life, food, fashion, online shopping (sangat dangerous!!hehhe) ape-apelah that can caught my attention i will read it..and sometimes i got hooked up ..and keep coming back for more.
Soooooooo one day i found this at one of my favs blog..
HANA TAJIMA AND YUNA?? ok i know Yuna (sape tak kenal yuna ???)..but who is Hana Tajima??
This is where i become more curious that a kitty cat..curiosity kills you know..hahahhaa so i dig from google about Hana Tajima..
and i found her blog...and...and i fell in love with her and her style!!!
ok ok who is Hana Tajima??
Hana Tajima is a Britih-Japanesse Fashion designer who converted to Islam 5 years ago. oooooooooo no wonderlaa she is sooooo pwettyyyyy!!T_T.
isnt she so lovely?? pics nicked from stylecovered
i loveeeee her style and her design!! wear hijab is not the reason u cant be stylista..u still can rock the look and be fashionable with hijab!! one day insyaAllah when i think of cover up i'll definitely go for this look :D. aminnnnn
thot of buying this from her clothing line :D
Kimono Wrap Maxi Dress (kalau tak suka pakai baju kurung to kenduri u can just wear pants and t shirt inside and wrap this baju on your body..coolkan:))
i planned a small get-together with my dolls, to bid farewell to muna who is leaving us (dah pegi dah pun .heh) for 2 years to Nigeria ikut suaminya.. so makan-makan at delicious marc residence. Everyone was so sporting came in with blue outfit except for kakakla alasan dia kata lupa..cheh!! :P. As usualaa gambar mesti banyak..sume pulak kaki bergambar..gossip-gossip sikit berposing..gelak-gelak..posing, makan dan minum ..posing..hahhaha.
ok Mun.. Goodbye for now..wishing you and your family all the best in many ways. i know am gonna miss u a lot..sob sob sob..u are my cofidante, my shopping partner and my bitching partner too :).. we will keep in touch virtually okey!! xoxo
Pengalaman melahirkan emir..diam tak diam emir already 4 months old. As some of u might know that I had to under go C –Sec to deliver emir. Not because emir is big but because emir already poop in my tummy..naughty dia!!hehehe
Emir was supposed to be out on the 16th of July 2010..so maknya dah tak larat ( more to malas nak berkerja sebenarnya ☺ ) telah mengambil cuti 1 week before the due date. budget the baby akan keluar awala kan..next time don’t assumed ok sebab lain orang lain stylenya kan dah membazir cuti..Seminggu sebelum emir keluar ofcourse I feel scared and nervous..in my head there’s only three ways to find out if I dah nak bersalin atau tidak.. 1st) keluar tompok darah di panties.. 2) Keluar air ketuban 3) Contraction yang kerap..
Tapi takda rasa ketiga-tiga di atas sampailaa selepas due date..haih.
So a few days after past my due date, I went for my normal check up. Nurse bagitau “eh u dah lepas due date ni. Takpe I bagi u surat terus refer ke hospital bersalin yer” yes I had delivered my baby dekat GH..in my next post I’ll story my experience bersalin di GH ok. Bila dah dpt surat refer from doctor, the doctor pesan suruh pergi harini jugak..tapi sempat tanya doctor can I go after lunch?? Sebab kalau dh dapat surat comfirm2 akan kena tahan kan dan tekak pulak tiba-tiba nak makan Kenny rogers :D..doctor pun kata ok. Maka me and husben pegi JJ makan Kenny rogers.balik rumah tido dulu.dalam pukul 2 mcm tu baru ke hospital.
Sampai di hospital, tunjuk surat refer, fill up forms and a few Q&A with the doctor. Check bukaan (I hate this part) doctor kata baru 2 cm mcm tu..lepastu they refer me to the other doctor which is looked more senior to me..she advised “ok kita dah monitor ur baby nampak semua ok setakat ini ..i boleh bagi u option sama ada u nak tunggu lagi 5 hari (at that time I dah 5 days over due)..dan tunggu sampai sakit atau u nak terus masuk ubat (induce) untuk keluarkan baby and of course I choose to be induced!! Terusla kene tahan…Bermulala malam pertama di hospital ☺
The next morning pukul 6 pagi nurse datang kejutkan cakap nak masukan ubat dah..i pun ready and redah ajelaa..sebab dalam hati piker nak baby cepat keluar je..lepas dah masuk ubat ( takdelaa sakit pun) terus kena tukar katil lain (one thing kalau duduk gomen ni asyik2 tukar katil aje ) sebab doctor nak monitor buat CTG..lepas dah induced terus minum air selusuh yg dibekalkan oleh mak..around 7 something I started to feel the contraction every 15 minutes so I jotted down unuk memudahkan to inform nurse atau doctor. Kejap nurse datang cek blood pressure dan buat CTG..tengah tido2 dia dtg ish!!..lepas tu dalam pukul 12 nurse panggil cakap nak cek bukaan.. sebab ada kes yg tak semestinya sekali masuk ubat dia akan terbukak dia bawah ye..ada yg sampai 2 doz ubat pun still taknak bukak..so apelagi terpaksalaaa merelakan di periksa di bawah itu (memang paling menyampah ok) bila doctor cek dah bukak 4 cm..maka saya pun disuruh amik pampers baby dan baju untuk turun ke labour room .kebetulan time ni my husband datang terus inform my husband cakap dah nak kena tolak ke labour room..sempat call mak mintak maaf dekat mak.mak pun suara nak menagis je cakap “yelah mak ampunkan dosa dan halalkan makan minum jgn risau-risau insyaAllah semua ok” huhuhu .
Bila dalam bilik khas untuk bersalin husband still boleh masuk lagi cuma bila nak dekat-dekat deliver husband kena tunggu diluar..ade 2 org doctor muda perempuan to moniter me. Macam biasalahhh kene seluk lagi adohai..benci betul..masa ni dah rasa contraction’sakitnya mcm period pain tapi 100 kali ganda.bila dia dtg menyerang every 5 minutes I duk genggam tangan my husband..Bila dah pecah air ketuban doctor bagi tau “air u ade keluar najis” meaning baby dah mula berak..dia pun cakap “sekejap saya panggil doctor pakar sebab mungkin u akan kene operate”..i pun macam ok je ..so masukla doctor India lelaki..dan sekali lagi kena seluk..hahahhahaa .the doctor tu advise samada to deliver secara normal atau c sec..tapi bergantung pada baby sebab kita akan monitor jantung baby ..kalau kita tgk jantung baby semakin lemah we have no choice kena tolak jugak masuk OT..then I asked doctor ape risikonya..doktor kata sume bersalin akan ade risiko be it normal or Csec..tapi selalunya 1% mcm tu jelaa..so I bincang2 ngan husben okla kita bedah..terus lepas husband sign paper terus kena tolak dalam ot I remembered masa kena tolak tu jam menunjukan pukul 240pm..ade nurse datang explain bla bla bla..dia ckp nak jab dekat tulang belakang (is that epidural?? ) bole tak sure..hehehhee kalau sakit peluk bantal..takdelaa tak sakit pun memang macam kena cubit semut je..a few minutes lepastu terus dari pinggang ke bawah tak rasa ape2..gila sejuk okeh dlam bilik OT mengigil menahan sejuk ..ntah ape2 doktor tu godek-godek sekali terus dgr suara baby ☺..dalam hati alhamdullillah air mata mengalir secara tiba-tiba..tgk jam pukul 3.10 minit (kejapkan) dgr bunyi baby nangis lepas baby dah dibersihkan nurse kasi cium..terharu time ni..dah siap nurse kata nak tolak masuk bilik ape ntah tak ingatlaa..masa ni mata dah tak larat nak bukak tapi tahan je sebab ape tau..sebab takut nanti tak sedar terus..hahhaha..dalam satu jam barula ditolak ke ward biasa..
masa ni mmg mamailaaa org datang tgk tak larat je nak cakap..dan baby pun tak diberi lagi dekat I sebab yelah tgh mamai mau kalau kasi baby tak terjaga nanti..my husband amik gambar baby tunjuk pun rasa mcm ha ok – ok..dalam kepala tak terpikir pun nak tanya baby cukup ke sifat..memang mamai sangat-sangat..hari pertama keluar bilik OT nurse yang buat semuanya..tukarkan pad..tukar baju..memang time ni pasrah jelaa yelah dah mamaikan..so the next day nurse kejut …kena bangun tukar katil (lagi!!) adelah dalam 4 kali tukar katil duduk dekat GH ni..hehehe time ni memang bila bangun rasa dunia ni bergoyang rasa nak terbalik je..pelan2 bangun panggil nurse suruh tolak pakai wheelchair untuk tukar katil..nak mandi pun kene tolak pakai wheelchair memang kena kuatkan diri sebab nurse bagitau kejap lagi diaorg nak anta baby untuk suruh jaga sendiri..
Dalam pukul 12tghari nurse pun dtg hantar bb .. awkward gila..ya Allah memang tak tau ape nak buat!!..nurse tunjukan mcm mana nak kasi susu..sekejap jelaa lepas a few hours dah tak kekok. All these things will come naturally ☺ so don’t worry pada yg tak biasa..maka bermulala episod berjaga malam.. Alhamdullillah selamat dah satu..insyAllah ade rezeki lagi memang nak tambah pun :D..
So far thru my experience bersalin Csec ni..mudah dan cepatla..cuma lepas bersalin tu kita tak bole straight berjalan mcm org bersalin normal (berak n kencing no hal kalau Csec ☺ ) tapi badan akan rasa berat sangat sebab lemak2 di perut tak abis keluar..nak bangun ke nak tido baring, mengiring, telentang suma sakit-sakit..lepas 2 minggu insyaAllah semua dah ok dah ..) tapi kena jaga jahitan bersalin tu..kena sentiasa bersihkan. Kdg-kdg terasa mcm sakit dan ngilu dlm perut ni..ada masa mcm bisa-bisa sikit…tak kirala normal atau Csec yg penting mak dan anak sihat.
MUHAMMAD EMIR IBRAHIM b MOHD SHAZA 22 JULY 2010 (same date with his grandma) 3.55kg
Have you ever received any flowers from your loved ones?? Yes?? No?? The only time i received flowers as far i can remember is masa sekolah-sekolah dulu time ada kakak angkat , adik angkatlaa..so bila ade apa2 special event like teacher's day, valentine's day adelah dapat bunga sebab bersepah orang jual kat depan sekolah tu. Lepas tu time graduation my mom gave it to me..sepanjang bercintan-cintun?? hampeh!!! dah kahwin ??? lagi hampeh!!! hahahhahaa.
I do like flowers but not roses please..boring...i love to have loads of fresh flowers at my home too tapi setakat ni hanya ada artificial aja :). If i want to buy fresh flowers pun cost dia amatla tinggi lagi-lagi kalau setiap minggu asyik nak kena tukar and moreover we in Malaysia tak banyak choice of fresh flowers balik-balik rose, lily and orchid unlike overseas they have varieties rambang mata memandang.haih. i found this flower a lot while browsing thru decor8 . Its name is Ranuculus. cantikkan??? Wish they have this in Kl so i can buy, place it in the vase and smell it every morning. nice.
early this morning, open my yahoo mail..received message from my cousin, written "tickets to universal studiosingapore for 26th dec have been purchased.. datang.. jgn tak datang..." dang!!! by saying no seperti menolak rezeki kan?? so i guess i'll see u Singapore in December..YEAYYYY!! hopefully my husband will spare his time and take a few days off from work so we all can go for a short distance holiday!! right mr husband?? emir cakap dia nak jalan-jalan, he needs fresh air :D. can't wait!!
anyway, Emir turns 3 month's old today..double yeay!!!!
geramkan??
so emir, ibu has made flash cards for u, i'll read for u over the weekend okey. love u!!
para suami, berani ker nak dedicate lagu ni to your beloved wife??
praise Allah for sending me you my love You found me home and sail with me And I`m here with you Now let me let you know You`ve opened my heart I was always thinking that love was wrong But everything was changed when you came along OOOOO And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you. loving you For the rest of my life Thru days and night I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart I feel so blessed when I think of you And I ask Allah to bless all we do You`re my wife and my friend and my strength And I pray we`re together eternally Now I find myself so strong Everything changed when you came along OOOO And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you. loving you For the rest of my life Thru days and night I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here Infront of me I strongly feel love And I have no doubt And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you.loving you For the rest of my life Thru days and night I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
1# HEMNES Glass-door cabinet from IKEA 2# Silver necklace from TIFFANY&CO - this one is major LOVE :) 3# arm rest chair with footer for my crib. 4#for emir's - Julius Stank one-piece by PAUL FRANK
pagi ni, sampai ofis, pasang itunes saja nak dengar lagu-lagu zikir, tiba-tiba teringat masa pregnant pasang lagu-lagu ni tiap2 pagi bila masuk ofis dan sekarang rindu pulak time mengandung. The feeling is indescribable and unutterable. Tak percaya?? cuba dulu.isk!!:)
Semalam balik ofis awal. Saje. pergi great eastern mall pegi INNAI ( tak dapat beli kaftan, beli baju lain :() singgah MPH cari buku SAY YOU'RE ONE OF THEM. Tanya SA suruh cari buku ni, cek dalam sistem kata takda. Tak puas hati merayau sendiri dalam MPH. Jumpa!!
sekarang kena curi masa nak membaca pulak. Happy friday peeps!!
am at home waiting anxiously for the baby to come out..it's already 4 days overdue..stress and worried i am..but the doctor said as long as the baby actively moving in the tummy then it's okey..can't wait to meet my prince!! i'd do just about everything to make the baby come out quick!! minum air zam-zam, cuci toilet, masak, turun naik tangga, minum dan sapu air akar fatimah kat perut yang lain-lain doa dan tawakal. InsyaAllah harap-harap dapatla dia keluar this week or maybe he wants to pop out on his nenek's birthday on this coming 22nd of July :D. Ok bosan di rumah ni..here are my latest purchased, this is what happened when a girl worried too much, stress tak dapat shopping baju dan kasut (alasan!!) so i bought this :D!!
sebab ada sale 30% kalau tak masih tak mampu beli
this one been eye-ing since last year..masa tu price kat butik RM500 (mampos) found it in one website jual authentic bag ..so i grablaaa :D
owh 1 more thing am not kinda a girl who purchase things macam orang gila..walau suka macam mana sekali pun i still have to consider the price..yelah bukan senang nak cari duitkan..sekarang ni banyak dah jumpa website jual barang2 authentic tak payah nak mengharap dekat butik.. you knowla the price dekat butik.. so ridiculous!! so if u feel like buying those bags u can go check out this few blogs that i personally love..tapi masih pun blom mampu beli :( masih berkira-kira lagi..so chickidout here ,here and here.
and here are my latest obsession :P can't wait to have it in my hand :D ..bila la tu..hmm
sorry!!! i cant remember what we eat..but the food was good and the price are very affordable..nice place for a get together or maybe a birthday party..it just that i dont think the portion was big enough for my tummy i guess i blame my pregnancy hormones for that :P.
Sudah masuk 38 minggu..weeeeeee..teruja??takut?? tak sabar??? Cemas??? Panik?? Semuanya adalah..Ada masa rasa dah tak sabar sangat nak tgk muka anak sendiri. Macam muka emaknya ke atau bapaknya..Tak kisahla yang penting sekali sihat dan sempurna. InsyaAllah..Minggu depan jumaat tarikh yang doctor predict tapi sampai skrang masih belum ada tanda-tanda baby nak keluar lagi..he must be so comfortable in my tummy..ibu makan sedap-sedap katanya kot..rugi kalau keluar awal-awal :D. Hahaha merapu..Sekarang ni masih gigih ke ofis sebab sayang nak ambik maternity leave awal-awal..kalau boleh satu hari sebelum due date baru nak cuti tapi takpelah i think I better take 1 week early to rest and be ready for the day the big day :D. InsyaAllah panjang umur lepas raya baru masuk balik ke ofis..bagus tak perancangan ☺. Jadi tak payah nak apply cuti rayakan. Double joy!! Siapa-siapa nak pregnant plan date elok-elok..hahahhaha
Perut semakin berat ke bawah, ada yang cakap dah turun ke bawah ade yang cakap belum, tak taulaaa camna.contraction pun masih di tahap confius lagi..masih tak berapa paham, kejap rasa sakit perut pastu buang angin ☺ kejap rasa sakit ..masih blom konsisten lagi..doa pada tuhan biar tanda keluar dengan cara air ketuban pecah ataupun darah..sebab kalau contraction macam ada blur jugak ..hahahha..Skrang ni mmg kalau ikutkan jalan pun tak boleh lama-lama tapi still paksa diri untuk jalan.. weekend je ajak husband pegi any shopping mall jalan-jalan dalam 2 jam ke jadilah untuk excercise . Ada juga try ambil beberapa petua from internet untuk memudahkan proses bersalin..Whatever it is sakit bersalin tu mmg akan ade tak boleh nak lari..tapi usaha jela T_T. Malam tido lena cuma every 1 hour or half an hour mesti terjaga untuk tukar position tido masa nak tukar position tido ni yang paling mencabar..kadang-kadang semata-mata nak ke kiri atau kanan sanggup bangun duduk dulu atas katil baru tukar post. kesian dekat baby..Makan memang dah control sebab doctor kata last check up 37 weeks baby dah 3.1 kg..jeng jeng jeng..semangat anak ibu ni.:D nntla bila-bila free upload gambar scan 3d mmg nampak sangat chubbynya..especially tang pipit u tinggi betul. :D. Rasa nak gigit!!
Barang-barang keperluan baby dah complete. Milion thanks to those who contribute. As for barang emaknya tinggal nak beli jamu je..beg emak dan anaknya dah ready dalam keta..Barang-barang baby yang lain dah hantar ke rumah my mom sebab nak berpantang kat sana. Kene buat preparation siap-siap sebab tahu nanti bapaknya mesti panik. Dah warning awal-awal kat my husband when the time comes please dont be panic.:D. Hmm ape lagi eh?? Rasanya itu jelah kot..will update the baby 3d picture soon. Tungguuuu…
The lime green theme looks tempting and fresh and the grey-ish&white theme for living hall looks more relaxing and cool. Hmm.. think i'd preffer the latter..it is not easy to decide when money is the biggest issue :( i wish they grows on tree on my backyard tho.lol. We need to decorate our living room before raya and play with our creativity to make it more interesting coz at the mo' we can't afford to hire any contractors. Wish us luck!! Mata dan hati sudah bernanah lagi berdarah bila tgk keadaan sekarang ni..
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
have you watched this movie?? no?? you should!! i watched this yesterday night sebab bosan tv asyik bola dan bola. FYI am not a fan of football tho' :).
i walk more like a penguin with a very small step.
no i dont have any sleepless nite, but everytime i try to change my sleeping position my pelvic area sakit gileeee rasa nak menangis dan menjerit. This only occur during my lay time.
last 2 weeks had my "air gula" gilaaa tak sedap..lepas tu terus ting tong sekejap.
The result will be out this week lets pray am not a diabetic.
I can't sit for a longer time it'll be hard for me to stand properly for a few seconds.
Rasa diri ini sangat selekeh, memang scary bila tengok muka sendiri dekat cermin.
My husband's t- shirt among my fav tops right now. Besar dan berangin :D (imagine how big i am)
Selera makan menakutkan T_T
Nama baby sudah ada. :D
baby stuff completed already . barang ibu nye je tak cukup lagi takde ke org nak sponsor???
i think i gain almost 20kg. PENGSAN!!
Friday, June 11, 2010
kadang-kadang tak tahu nak mengharap dengan siapa lagi, macam tak di ambil peduli dan tak kisah. bagi dia...
Alhamdullillah rezeki di bulan June, juga rezeki untuk si kecik ni yang ada lagi sebulan saja nak tengok dunia, InsyaAllah. Who would ever thought eh? These are the person i would like to thank for all the gifts to my lil bun. Walaupun belum tgk dunia tapi rezeki dia dah ada. Hugs n Kisses to them!
Thank you
• to my FIL ( aunty and papa) for the $$$$$
• to my MIL ( for the baby cot set )
• to my besties ( muna, ani, bab and paeng ) for the Medela Harmony breast pump :)
• to my cousin ( kak in and abg lan for the stroller and baby carrier)
thank you, thank you.. i can never thank all of u enough coz i know how pricey all these things are!
Sepanjang pregnant ni, i dont think i have food cravings yang melampau sangat contoh macam minta benda yang bukan2 atau kalau boleh suma nak on the spot. More like teringin nak makan and bila nak tu masih boleh tunggu 2-3 hari atau tunggu weekend ke baru makan. Mostly food that i'm craving for boleh dapat right awaylaa. Good baby :)!! Ok here goes:-
my 1st trimester:
Nak makan steak aje:
makan di san francisco steak house, makan steak murah dekat bangsar, steak at Decanter tak kisahla mana2 tapi nak makan steak aje.
2) Buah Delima/promeganate
Dapatla makan masa awal preggy haritu, tapi skang nak makan lagi tapi dah takda musim :(. last resort minum juice ajelaa
3) Masak lomak ketam nenas (from emak)
Puas hati sangat dapat makan.
4) Ulam tenggek burung (saya mmg gila ulam) (nasib umah nenek di kg ade tanam ni :))
5) Macaroons
yang ni paling sadis been craving for quite a long time, google sana sini just to find cafe yang jual and at last jumpa dekat Pavillion, the one i found dekat subang, Empire Gallery jauh giler. So last weekend my SIL brought me to Stella cafe at Pavi , sekali pegi2 boleh haritu pulak diaorg tak jual macaroons ni..arghhhh sedih!!! takpe try lagi this weekend :(. Hopefully ada rezeki this time..sian my baby :)
Yang lain2:
6) nasi daun pisang
7) nasi ayam ada satu masa tu around 5 months kot asyik makan nasi ayam je, nak nasi ayam Melayu style..tak kisah mana2. yang terbaik tentula abg OWN :)
8) Salad (the best from Chilli's) sama jugak mcm nasi ayam, satu masa tu asyik nak makan salad je.
So far itu ajelah yang teringin nak makan dan Alhamdullillah dapat makan :).Tapi ade jugak a few benda masih blom dapat makan contoh nasi ayam dan laksam from my mom,nasi beriani ayam madu dekat mahboob bangsar. Takpe masih ade sebulan lagi. :) Saba ye baby.
ibu: 30 years old
