please cheer me....

i need to pamper my self, a full body theraphy will be such a great idea after a month of hard work and too many sleepless nite i've been goin thru..it'll be more perfect if i can just pack my knapsack and be in perhentian island and tanning my self for a week..huh i miss that place so much..:( unfortunately i can't, coz am fucking broke!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... :(